They are very short chapters.
Chapter
4. 14 March 1972.
The next
morning everyone was ready for the ranges. I did not think they had plans for
me, so I just got ready with them and lined up to get on the transport. The
rain was coming in sideways with a cutting wind. We piled into the back of the
lorry, the tailgate was up.
“Is Deery
on that wagon?” I heard Captain Roberts
ask.
The
corporal on the tailgate looked around.
“Is Deery
on here?”
I stood up.
“Could
you send him into my office please.”
Roberts disappeared and I jumped down and followed.
“Come
straight in Deery.” Roberts was sitting
at his desk which was covered in documents.
“You're
booked on a military flight out of Gutersloh to Blighty, at fourteen hundred.
You will be met by Sergeant Mackie. It’s his job to make sure you are informed
and ready for the task you have been given.”
I sat
there taking this in. “Then when you’re ready, you’ll be shipped off to Ulster.
Do you have any questions?”
“No
Sir.” I had not had time to think of
any.
“Right,
you need to be at the guard room with all your baggage at eleven forty five. I
have arranged for transport to pick you up. It’s just over one and a half hours
to the airport.” He stood up and did something I was not expecting. He leaned
over the table and shook my hand.
“Well
done Corporal Deery, I’ll see you in Belfast.”
I left
the offices and made my way back to the gym, it was still only just before
eight. I felt scruffy, I had not had a shave, but orders were orders. I needed
to make myself look like a civilian as soon as possible. Most of my kit was
still packed, so I was ready to go after fifteen minutes. I got hold of a trolley and loaded my
suitcase and kit bag and in the driving rain made my way over to the guard
room.
“We're
not the left luggage department.” The
duty MP greeted me. They were trained in being unhelpful; it must have taken
years to reach this standard. I went to
pick up my baggage.
“Put it
over there.” He pointed to the corner
and I stacked the bag in the corner and opened the suitcase. I took out my
cheque book from the left hand side.
Once out of the Guard House, I left the barracks and made my way to the
bank. Our wages had been paid into German banks for over a year by then.
“Gut
morning.” The cashier could speak English,
which was good for me.
“How much
is in this account please?” I handed
over my cheque book and asked for forty Deutsche marks and forty English
pounds. She left the desk and returned
quickly with the money.
“Could I
see your ID card please?” I handed over
my card, she filled out the cheque and I signed it.
I made my
way back to camp and to the NAFFI canteen. After a few cups of coffee and
having read Readers Digest from cover to cover, it was time to go. The driver
had not done the run to Gutersloh so I read the route card out to him but we
made it in time. He dumped me at the main entrance. It was a long low building
with not many people around. I made my
way over to the desk and handed my ID card to a bored corporal from the
Military Police. He looked at his list of names.
“Are you
carrying any fire arms? You’ll get checked at the other end.”
“No.”
“Do you
have more than your allowance for cigarettes or spirits?”
“No,” Shit, I had forgotten to get
cigarettes. “Can I get any cigarettes
here?”
“Normally
you can, but today the duty free is closed, no civvy flights today.” He pointed
over to the far end of the hall, “Go and sit near the door, they’ll call you.”
I started
to pick up my bag, but the MP called me back. “I can let you have them.” He nodded in the direction of his desk, there
was a full sleeve of Embassy. At ten marks it was above the shop price, but I
had been caught short.
I paid for the cigarettes and went and sat
down. Military flights are supremely unsophisticated. With ten minutes, to go
an R.A.F. sergeant, with a clipboard under his arm, came through the glass
doors which lead onto the tarmac.
“Two
o’clock flight to Brize Norton,” he announced.
“Load your bags onto the trolleys just out here.” He pointed towards two hand pull trolleys out
side the door. There were only seven passengers and only one of them was
wearing uniform - me.
I loaded my case and kit bag onto the first
trolley and helped others load up and then the R.A.F. Sergeant and I pulled it
to the back of Hercules, which had the tail gate down. The passengers walked up
the ramp and found seats, while we loaded the cases onto the back of the plane.
There were also about twenty five bags of mail, which although not heavy, still
left me sweating by the time we had them loaded and strapped down.
A seat
would be a loose description of what we were offered to sit on. They were just
canvas strips, strung between two supports which could be pulled down like a
cinema seat.
The
flight was hell. We had to keep our seat-belts on for the whole journey;
because we did not fly as high as commercial flights, we hit every bit of
turbulence. The toilet was what could only be called a hole in the side of the
plane.
I was
glad to be back on terra-firma when we landed. We had to carry our own bags to
the buildings. I was glad of this; it saved me doing all the donkey work. The
mail was taken off by Royal Ordinance who then delivered the mail to the Post
Office. I was not impressed by the airfield but we did not have far to walk to
the two storey building. I was at the back of the queue. I lifted my bags onto
the long bench and lit a cigarette while I waited for a customs man to get to
me.
“Do you
have any firearms, ammunition or ordinance?”
I could tell he was bored; I was cold.
“No,
Sir.” I was not quite sure what to call him.
“Do you
have more than two hundred cigarettes, one bottle of spirits or more than two
bottles of wine?”
“No Sir.”
“Open the
case please.” He ruffled around and I
could feel myself blushing when he found my dirty socks.
“ID card
please” He didn’t look in the kitbag; I was through. It was always great to be
back in England, everyone speaking English, you knowing the customs, you can
read signs and understand the money without having to think twice and the air
seems different, better.
“Corporal
Deery?” I looked around to see the man
who had spoken. He was short, stocky, with a face which could have been carved
out of an old oak tree. He was dressed in the old battle dress style still in
use at training Regiments, no rank, no regimental insignia. I had been told I
was being met by a sergeant.
“Yes I’m
Deery.” I still had not got used to my
new status of corporal.
“I’m
Sergeant Gerry Mackie, everyone calls me Mack.”
He stuck his hand out; he had very strong hands. He did not grip me hard but I could feel the
power. He picked up my kitbag and started to walk out.
“So do I
call you Mack?” I followed him like a
child.
He turned
round and put the bag down.
“From
now on you only talk to me with your hometown accent and yes 'Mack' will do
fine, but you may be calling me worse things before long.” We set off again to
his car.
“We will
be bunking at Chepstow. I’ll be in
charge of your training and preparation.” We hit the motorway. “We have a lot
to do and only ten days to do it in.” I sat back and wondered what I had got
myself into but comforted myself with the thought of my get-out clause.
As we
went over a massive suspension bridge, he pointed down to what looked like an
island just off the river bank. Even though we were on the other side of the
bridge to the island and there was some mist I could see it was quite isolated.
“That’s
where we will be staying.” We pulled off the motorway and made our way through
Chepstow and back around to the camp. He carried my kitbag so easily, it looked
empty and he swaggered ahead of me, into a two storey building. Inside was a
doorman reading a book.
“Give me
the key for room seventeen, George.” The
doorman handed over a key, “This is Corporal Deery,” he gestured towards me, “ten days.” The doorman nodded. I said hello as I passed him.
It was a
shock to both of us, as the back of Mack’s hand hit my nose.
“Irish,
Irish, Irish.” I was stunned. Mack’s
face was hard up against mine. “You will not get a second chance where you’re
going.” He strode off, I followed, I was
furious.
It was a
single ground floor room with a sink. The bed was already made up.
“There’s
a TV room at the end of the corridor, evening meal is from five, and breakfast
starts at six thirty. I’ll meet you at the main door at seven forty five
tomorrow.” Mack looked me in the face. “You must think, dream, and even fart in
Irish from now on. Everyone you talk to, even yourself, do you get that?” I
took a deep breath and nodded. “And wear
civvies in the morning, jeans or something.”
He slammed the door on the way out. I sat on the bed and wondered
whether I really wanted to be there and after two cigarettes I knew the answer,
yes.
I
unpacked a few things, putting on my jeans and best Ben Sherman shirt. I dug
out my eating irons and my chipped tin mug, and then made my way down to the
front door.
“Where is
the cookhouse please?” George the doorman gave me instructions and handed me a
plastic holder with a pin.
“Put your
ID card in that and pin it to your chest.”
He came out of his cubby-hole and pinned it on for me. When I got back
from tea, George had been replaced by another man. I introduced myself.
“Do you
want a knock in the morning?” The man
found his list and jotted down six thirty, room seventeen. He looked up and
gave me a wink.
I watched
TV in the lounge, my first introduction to Monty Python. Lights out was at ten,
so strictly observed I had to clean my teeth in the dark.
Chapter 5. Wednesday 15 March 1972.
There was
a light tap on the door, I could hear steps going down the corridor, tap tap,
tap tap. I got up. It wasn’t always easy to get up in a strange room and there
wasn’t much room as my suitcase was open and my kit-bag leaning against the
sink. It was frosty on the way to breakfast, but the food was good and warmed
me through and they sold news papers from one of the tables. I read in Irish,
as I did not want to be slapped again.
Mack
turned up five minutes early and inspected my clothes. To be honest, because I
wore uniform most of the time and there wasn’t much room in army lockers. I was
like most young soldiers, not very well endowed with civvies. You need a suit
for church and a few pair of jeans and maybe two pairs of shoes, not much more
and this was all I had.
“Go and
bring all your kit to room four.” He
pointed down the corridor to the left. I scurried off to collect my bags. Room
four was a small classroom with a blackboard and six tables and chairs and a
table in the corner with a brew kit. The
milk was dried. I put my bags down and Mack opened up the army suitcase. He
started to throw all the army belongings on one table and the civilian things
on another.
“Is that
all you have?” I tried to remember
whether there was anything else in my kit bag, I could add to the civvies pile,
but could only conjure up a pair of sandshoes.
“Yep.” I blushed, not much to show.
“Okay,
pack that crap away, you don’t need that.”
He started to make an address label.
“What’s your B.F.P.O. number?” I
tied the label on.
Return to
unit.
Cpl. W.
Deery,
17 Sqd,
R.E.
B.F.P.O.
36.
I was
never to see those bags again. Mack made two cups of tea; we sat down facing
each other.
“What
colour tie is Tim wearing?” I was a bit
puzzled, “The doorman.” I thought a
bit,
“Blue.” It was a guess.
“How many
cooks were working in the canteen last night?”
I could now see where this was going, I did a replay.
“Seven.” Mack did not make any facial movements, I
watched him carefully.
“What is
the registration of my car?” I could
not even remember looking at it. I shook my head.
“What
junction number did we come off the motorway at yesterday evening?” I thought about it and realised I had not
been watching. I shook my head again.
Mack took
a swig of tea, I lit a cigarette.
“You have
a long way to go sonny.” He finished
his tea. Mine was still too hot to drink.
“Come
on.” I jumped up and followed him, as
we passed the doorman I noticed he was not wearing a tie. We climbed into
Mack’s Ford Anglia and made our way out of the camp. I was trying to take in as
much detail as possible. He might test me again.
He drove
to Cardiff. I was nearly passing out in the attempt to take in so much detail.
We wound through the city and parked up in a back street not far from the
centre. There was a shop nearby selling second hand clothes, books and
brick-a-brack. Once inside, Mack rapidly went through the clothes racks and
piles of clothes on the bench, picking out anything that fitted me, an old pair
of boots, a brown corduroy jacket, frayed shirts, scarf, pullovers, and an old
tweed coat. Then he pulled an old suitcase off the top shelf with rusty hinges. Down another isle he found two towels, a
couple of tea cups, shaving mirror, some knives and spoons.
“Oh come
on there are better suitcases than that,” I argued. He ignored me. The shop owner followed
helping to carry some of the stuff. When he had finished he turned to the lady.
“How much
for that lot?” She nodded her head as
she pretended to added up, but I could see she was really working out how much
she could get off Mack.
“Thirty
bob.” She looked at Mack to see the
reaction.
“It’s for
a school play. I’ll give you seventeen shillings or I’m off.” He turned away slightly.
“A quid
and you’re robbing me. The case is nine bob and those cups are collector’s
items.” Mack got his wallet out.
“Give me
a shilling change and you have a deal.”
We packed the clothes away, and she wrapped the cups in brown
paper. We dumped the battered suitcase
in the car went to a menswear shop. This
time Mack bought me two shirts, a black tie, six pairs of socks, underpants and
a pair of slacks. Two doors down, we bought black shoes. Mack carefully put
away all the receipts. The whole thing took less than an hour.
“Cup of
tea?” We walked into a café; the heat
hit you, damp, steamy and too crowded with tables.
“Name all
the items we bought in the second hand shop?”
I listed them.
“What
unusual thing did you notice about the woman?”
Mack was testing again.
I
pictured her in my head “Only one
earring.” I ventured.
“Go on.”
“Gold
teeth, rings on every finger, and odd Wellingtons.” I had not consciously picked that up, but as
I pictured her in my mind, I remembered.
“Yes,”
Mack smiled “Odd Wellingtons.” We left the cafe and made our way back to
the car and camp. On the journey Mack kept up the narrative.
“One of
the reasons men don’t look around at other men is because it’s threatening.
That’s why women are better at identifying people they have just met, because
they observe more thoroughly.” We
turned off the motorway.
“I need
you to start looking, and at first it will seem strange, confrontational, but
that’s how you can scan large numbers of people and remember individuals. Don’t
stand in the middle. Stand on the sidelines.”
The camp
was an army apprentice college, so apart from the training staff, most of the
occupants of the camp were boy soldiers. However, two buildings at the lower
end of the barracks was exclusively Military Intelligence. We parked outside
one of the buildings and went inside. Up the stairs, there was a corridor. At
the end, we entered the last room on the left. Inside was a counter keeping us
out and them in. We stood for a while, I read the notices. Mack introduced me
to the Private behind the counter.
“This is
Corporal Deery, he’s going to Northern Ireland as himself, and he needs all the
documents.”
Mack
turned to me. “Do you drive?” I nodded and got my driving licence out. The
Private behind the desk went to a drawer and took out a sheet of paper.
“So,
driving licence, national insurance card, medical docs, and school
certificates.” He looked up, “bank
account?” Mack nodded. He ticked.
“Come
behind here.” He lifted up the end of
the counter and opened the door.
“Sit
there.” He pointed at a chair with a
white screen behind, then went over to a cupboard and brought back a box of
wigs. I was taken aback by this.
“Find one
you like.” He went over to talk to Mack
while I self consciously tried on a few wigs.
“Just
look to the left.” He pointed just in
case I did not know which way he meant.
I was
hustled back out to the other side of the counter.
“They
will be ready on Monday.”
“Well,
make sure they are, he goes on Friday.”
We left the office and went downstairs, into another office. This had
four tables with women working at each of them.
“Jenny.” He greeted one of the women. The woman beamed
back.
“This is
William Deery he will be going over to Northern Ireland.” She started to make notes.
“He needs
accommodation in East Belfast, in the Catholic area paid up until July.”
“Bed and
breakfast?”
“No self
contained.” She pulled a face and took
a long hard look at me.
“When
does he go?”
“Next
Friday.” She scowled. Turning round she
looked at the calendar on the wall.
“That’s
going to be tough.” She made notes.
“He also
needs,” Mack looked at her
sympathetically. “a union card for the Transport Union, a doctor’s and a CUI
card.”
“Is that
all?” She was being sarcastic, but it
took me a few seconds to catch on.
“I’ll
leave it with you.” Mack bent down and
gave her a peck on the cheek.
We left
the office and made our way out.
“A lovely
girl.”
“Do I
need those things?” My mind was on all
the attention to detail, surely I was going as an observer? Surely I would just
be in the background?
“Do you
want to go without them?” Mack had
stopped to ask the question.
The next
few days were taken up with observation, history of Ireland, land marks and
maps, IRA membership and weapon training. We covered all weapons, theirs and
ours. I also went to lectures covering all the political parties, local laws
including the yellow card. Mack did not sit in on these information gatherings,
but he would be waiting for me when I came out and question me about the people
in the classroom; he never gave me a moment’s peace. Every time we came out of
a building the questions would start, but by then, I had started to observe
properly.
I was
given the Sunday off. This gave me time
to think. Did I have the nerve for this? I could just back out, but I would be
letting everybody down, I would be letting myself down and what harm could come
to me. I was just an observer, working on the buses, just keeping an eye out
and reporting back.
Monday 20
March 1972.
On the
Monday morning, Mack was waiting in class four, the kettle was boiling as I
arrived. I looked at the folder on the table.
“Keep
your hands off that.” He stirred the tea and brought the cups over.
I supped
my tea as he opened the folder.
“I want
you to know this backwards by tomorrow; we’ll go through it now.”
He handed
me a Northern Ireland driving licence, it had been well worn, dog eared. I
opened it. The photograph showed me wearing a wig. One endorsement had been
awarded, to make it more viable I suppose.
The next
set of papers were my release papers from prison, Walton Prison, Liverpool.
Four months for burglary.
“We have
put this in so you can explain your short hair.” He handed me my union card.
“You will
notice it is dated from your eighteenth birthday and is stamped in both
Merseyside and Castlederg.” Mack gave
me a hand typed booklet explaining all the details of the two depots I was
supposed to have worked at, including a list of busmen’s terminology and
practise. Next was the CIU membership. I had never even been in a working man’s
club, but here was my membership.
“Your
medical documents will be sent to Dr Thompson, the address is in here
somewhere.” He rummaged through the
documents, till he found them. He put
two pages stapled together on the desk.
There were more details, my National Insurance number, bank account and
school certificates. Someone had been working very hard.
Mack got
up and put the kettle on again.
“I’ll
give you till lunch to read this lot and then I’m going to check you on
everything.” He poured my tea. I looked
down at the documents, there was a lot there to read, never mind memorise.
“You
don’t need to remember numbers, just the bare bones, but you do need to know
dates, the people and the place names, just as if you had been there.” He looked at his watch. “Two hours.”
He closed
the door behind him as he left. I lit a cigarette and read and I read between
the lines; where there were details missing, I made them up. I read during
lunch, hunched over my paperwork like a child hiding his answers in an exam. I
was beginning to look very un-military with my face not shaven and my hair just
a bit too long for most Sergeant Majors’ levels of acceptance. Two junior
apprentices sat at my table, I carried on reading.
“Hey, are
you a gardener?” I looked up from the
documents. I was annoyed but also pleased, pleased that I was being mistaken
for a civvy. I tapped the side of my nose. Before they could ask any more
questions I packed up and left.
I was
sitting in the classroom before Mack came back, the kettle went straight on and
I lit a cigarette to help me concentrate.
“So how
long have you been driving?” Mack knew every little detail of my new life.
“Oh I got
my bike licence when I was sixteen, but did not pass my car test until last
year.” I had picked up on that one, he
smiled.
“Did you
know the cash clerk at Castlederg depot?”
“Of
course, old Seamus the bastard booked me in every shift for eight weeks.” He
was pleased again. I had noticed and remembered that I had only been at
Castlederg for just under two months. We carried on like this for the next
thirty minutes. I was sweating but Mack was pleased.
“Good.” He stood up.
“I want you to concentrate on maps of Belfast and public buildings,
things you should know and I’ll see you in here tomorrow at eight fifteen, then
we do mugshots.” I carried on reading,
just going over a few things which had been difficult to remember, Mack had
nearly found me out.
The next
few days were more of the same, but as the training continued, I was becoming
this new person, myself, but in another guise. Myself, as if I had never been
in the army.
Chapter
6. Thursday 23 March 1972.
We worked
through the day, polishing up on all the details and after a gruelling final
hour of close questioning, Mack stood up.
“Well, if
you’re not ready now, you never will be.”
I was feeling much better. I knew myself, I knew the town, and I knew
the people. I just had to go and do it.
“Do you
drink?” Mack was looking at me.
“Does the
Pope pray?” I smiled at him; he was
inviting me out for a drink.
“Right
I’ll pick you up at seven thirty outside, you don’t fly until two o’clock
tomorrow, so we don’t have to leave here until eleven.”
He rolled
up on the dot of seven thirty and I jumped into his car. He had, until now,
always been in his uniform with no insignia. This, in a way, made him look like
a civilian in khaki, if it hadn’t been for his manner.
“I want
you to stay in character tonight.”
“Sure, no
bother.” My accent came naturally now.
In the early days, I had to think before I spoke but now it just seemed normal.
He drove down into town and we parked up in a side street and went into the
pub.
“What you
having?” Mack leaned against the bar
waving a five pound note. I had become fond of Mack over the weeks. I looked
along the bar, I only drank German beer and then only the small frothy beers
typically sold in the bars near camp.
“I’ll
have a Lager please.
The bar
man came over to Mack. “A pint of best, and a pint of lager and two whisky
chasers please.” Mack paid for the
drinks and we went and sat down at a small table in the corner. Mack was
relaxed and chatty. He picked up the whisky and downed it in one, I followed
his lead. We sat and chatted, he told me stories of Aden and Borneo. Before I
had got half way down my pint he jumped up, draining his glass.
“Two more
pints with chasers, please.” They were
put on the table. I finished my pint in a hurry.
“So what
was your training like?” It was like
tickling trout and Mack was winding me in. I told him about the fat controller,
a little moustached man who had made our lives a misery by bouncing us round
the square in double quick time.
Mack
jumped up and got them in again; I tried to get them, but Mack tapped the side
of his nose.
“They’re
paying - just enjoy yourself.”
We downed
the whiskies and supped the pints, each telling our stories, his far better
than mine. I was falling behind on the drinking front, Mack taking out nearly
half a pint every time he picked up his glass. I staggered to the toilets,
tripping on the step up. I also banged my head on the low beam on the way back.
“Come on,
sup up, I’ll show you a nice pub.” Mack
stood up. I struggled to finish my pint.
“Good
night.” We were outside and walking up
the street. I wondered if I should ask him if I could just drink halves, my
head was starting to spin. We went into the next pub.
“Best,
Lager and a couple of whiskies please.”
I went straight to the toilets, it was running through me now. When I
came back Mack was sitting at a table. He carried on with the chat, I was in
crisis, and I sat there smoking not really listening to Mack.
He handed
me a pound note. “Go on get them in. I staggered across to the bar.
“A pint
of Best and a whisky.” The barmaid
started to pour.
“Are you
out with your dad?’ She had the small
glass up to the optic, but was turning to face me.
“Oh no
he’s not my father; we’re in the army together.” I didn’t notice. I was just doing my best to
stand up straight. Suddenly Mack was standing behind me. I had not noticed, I
was past noticing anything. Mack got a hold of my collar and dragged me onto
the street. I was confused, I was up against the wall and I was getting wet. It
was raining hard.
“What do
you think would happen to you if you’d talked like that in a pub over
there?” I was still none the wiser.
“What?” Mack’s face was up close.
His were
hands at my throat, tight around my neck.
“I don’t
know what you mean.” I’d had done
something, but couldn’t work out what.
“You
dropped the accent.” He stood looking
into my face, rain pouring down. People were passing us as they went into the
pub, in a hurry to get inside.
We stood
there while it sank in, both of us face to face. In my mind, I replayed what
had been said. Slowly my body relaxed, as I realised what had happened.
“I’m
sorry.” His hands slowly released my
neck, we both became aware of how wet we were. Mack pulled up his collar on his
corduroy jacket.
“Come on
I’ll take you home.” We made our way
back to his car and he drove me back to camp in silence.
The whole
point of the night had been made and no amount of lectures and warnings would
sink in like tonight. I had to watch my tongue when I was drunk. He dropped me
off outside my quarters.
“Be
packed and ready to go at ten and just go through your things again and make
sure there are no items to do with the army in your luggage.” He drove away. I went to my room and slept badly.
The next
morning I packed my things into my beat up suitcase, carefully checking each
item. I found Mack in classroom four, he had two cups of tea on the desk and he
was reading the newspaper. He folded the paper and placed it on the table.
He pushed
his thick hair back. “I don’t want you to worry, you’ve had to learn a lot in a
short space of time, but I want you never to let your guard down.” He sipped
his tea. “You will have good back up, they’ll have safety procedures in place
and if you get into trouble, get out fast, get to the nearest police station,
get in a taxi or jump in the nearest army vehicle.” He slugged his tea.
We sat in
silence for a while, smoke drifting up from my cigarette. Mack finished his
tea.
“I don’t
want you to drink while you're there.”
He looked at me, I nodded.
“If you
do get drinking and you will, because that’s the way they are. I want you to
spill it, pour it into the glass of someone who won't notice - or just swap the
glass if you need to... do you understand?”
I nodded.
There was
a silence while we both went through things in our head. Eventually Mack took a
piece of paper out of his pocket.
“You’ll
be met by Simon Adder, he’ll show you the ropes. It’s his job to watch over
you.” He went into his briefcase and brought
out a receipt book.
“Sign
here.” He produced twenty pounds in
Irish notes. “Your rent is paid and the
gas and electricity are both registered in your name.” It made me worried when I saw how much detail
had gone into this operation, but like Mack had asked, did I want to go without
it. But just how much would I be scrutinised over there?
We sat
and went through some last details, about being transferred from Castlederg bus
depot to the Short Strand depot, because the depot was fully staffed and had
not taken anyone new for over a year so a new face would turn heads.
I sat and
re-read the reports and details as we drove to the airport, more to take my
mind off where I was going, but also to check I had got this absolutely massive
amount of information into my head. All too quickly we were at RAF Brize
Norton. We parked up and went into the main building, soldiers in battle dress
with weapons, were sitting all over the place, doing what soldiers the world
over are good at, passing time.
I had
been growing my hair and sideboards since that first day and with my clothes
and battered suitcase looked for all the world like a civvy, I could feel many
suspicious eyes on me. They had been trained to watch out for my kind. I, on
the other hand, felt like shouting, “Hey, I’m on your side.” This was a feeling
I would have many times over the coming months. I followed Mack through the
hall. Eventually we found a Flight Sergeant who was expecting me.
“Ah, Mr
W. Deery for the Belfast flight, you’re on the two o’clock.” He looked at his
watch. “Well we're busy today; we have five flights to Belfast, so keep your
eyes open.”
Then he
looked at Mack. “I’ll keep him
right.” He walked away. I lit a
cigarette, I was nervous and Mack could see it. He walked up to the canteen and
got two teas.
“You’ll
be fine, just remember your field craft, don’t talk about yourself and watch
everyone.”
Mack
looked at his watch, he had things to do. He stuck his hand out which took me
by surprise. I still had a cigarette in my hand, so I dropped it. His hand was
strong and dry, my hand was damp but he held it while we said goodbye. Then he turned on his heels and walked off. I
went over to the canteen and bought a newspaper, the woman inspected the Irish
pound note very closely.
This flight
was much worse. The only seat available to me since I was last to get on, was
in between two very large squaddies who obviously did not like the look of the
filthy civvy with the Irish accent. We landed at RAF Aldergrove, each man
carrying his own luggage to the waiting customs men. I only had three packets
of duty-free and had no weapon, but he still searched me thoroughly.
I walked
through the long hut to the exit, feeling a bit lost. It was raining hard as I
stood at the entrance trying to keep out of the way of the soldiers who were
loading up into three tonners.
I saw
Simon as soon as he came into the car park. He was as I imagined he would be.
Tall, an athletic public school type, he zipped through the parked lorries and
pulled up at the front door, no thought of taking one of the parking bays.
“Are you
Deery?” I had picked up my case and was
already walking to the back of his car; he opened the boot to allow me to place
my case inside. He looked me up and down. “Do you want a wig?” My hair had grown some but still had that
look, quite out of fashion. We jumped in the car and belatedly Simon stuck his
hand out.
“Sorry,
I’m Lt. Simon Adder, but you must call me Simon, it’s my job to make sure you
have all the things you need.”
He pulled
away and headed for Holywood Barracks. As we drove he talked.
“It’s
chaos at the moment, I’ve only been here three weeks and my job is to control
four men in the field.” He turned to
have a quick glance at me. “We don’t
really have enough men out there.” He pulled
onto the dual carriage way and quickly gained a lot of speed.
“You will
be staying at the camp for the first few days. There are a few last minute
things and I want to take you around as much as possible, show you the sights
and I do want you to think about wearing a wig.”
He had
another quick glance to see how this was going. “You can take it off after a
few weeks.”
We had not been driving long, when we pulled
into the entrance to the barracks. Simon showed his ID card and we were let
through. He pulled up at one of the blocks and we unloaded my case. I followed
him into the building.
“This is
your room.” He opened the door. There
were four beds, one of which had no blankets.
“I’ll get
that sorted for you, but I want you to come with me for now and I’ll show you
the Ops room and bring you up to date.”
We closed
the door and I followed him.
“That
building over there is the cookhouse.”
We walked over to a two storey building covered in aerial masts. We went
straight up the stairs, and into a large office.
On the
walls were maps of Belfast with such detail that they showed even the shape of
the back yards and individual lamp posts. There were a mixture of officers and
other ranks either listening or talking to radios. I recognised Captain
Roberts; he was on the phone and had not seen me. I carried on looking at the information
boards. It was all stuff I had seen before but with a bit more detail, some of
the mug shots had red pen through them with the word DEAD.
“How are
you doing Deery?” Captain Roberts had
noticed me.
“Fine
Sir.” I tried to smile, but he saw
through that.
“You will
be a bit nervous.” He pointed to a seat
next to him. I sat down.
“Yes just
a bit.”
“Remember,
you’re only doing observation, most of the time you will just be another conductor
on the buses.” Captain Roberts’s phone
rang. Simon gave me a cup of tea while I waited.
“As I was
saying,” he went straight back in where
he’d left off, “It’s low key, just keep
an eye out and report in every night.”
He fished
around on his desk and found what he was looking for and re-read the
information.
“I see
they have placed you directly opposite the police station.” He read some more. “You have an interview on Monday at the bus
depot.”
He put
the piece of paper down. “Well I suppose
Simon wants to show you quite a few things, so I’ll let you get on.” I was dismissed as he picked up the phone.
Simon
beckoned me over to the other side of the room. He leaned against the bench.
“Let's
get your temporary ID card sorted and your bedding and then we’ll go for a
ride, just to get the feel of the town.”
As we
walked to the Quartermaster’s store, Simon told me about a shooting the night
before.
Once the
bedding had been sorted out, we picked up a temporary ID card for me. It had no
photograph on it, so had to be used in conjunction with my driving licence. For
the next four hours we drove around Belfast, which was surprisingly small. He
showed me all the buildings I would be expected to know. We drove past where I
would be living. I took heart from the fact that it was directly opposite a
police station, which had three major lookout posts. That night I sat and read
the latest reports, dossiers on IRA units and where all the army units had made
camp. There was even a Squadron of Sappers in the bus depot I would be working
at.
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